gaaah!

this too shall pass...

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i've realized that life is indeed full of contradictions.
sometimes, it's crazy to be sane..
you need to fall to fly..
people suffer because you care..
you have to unlearn to know the lesson..
you have to give-up because you are strong..
you have to be wrong to make things right..
nonetheless, life's complexities are also life's source of beauty..
we should cry to laugh again..
fall apart to be whole again..
and get hurt to love again..

Currently Listening Dear Lie By TLC see related

i hate myself for being sooo darn sickly! x( thank God nakabangon na ako sa bed ko today. kahapon, as in maghapon ako nakahiga cuz i can't stand! hay ewan ko ba. :(   kaya nga binili ako ng tita ko nung bata pa ako e... dahil jan. :| almost maghapon naman ako sa harap ng pc today but then, it's my favorite thing to do so it's all good! :) haha. :D chaka nilulubos-lubos ko lang naman ito. hehe :)

anyways, ayun, meron pa rin ako hang-over ng bsb. hahaha. annnnnd, while i was browsing one of my friend's page in myspace, i was surprised when i saw a picture of clint and bob moffatt beside the bsb when they went to thailand! 0_0 parang nainis yata ako at first.. pero ok lang, kasi kung hindi ako nagkakamali, nasa "if you only knew" video naman ni gil and ng moffatts si bj carter eh, yung sister ni nick... hehe... and at least friends na sila ngayon. tsaka hello?? karapatan nating lahat na magbago, as long as it won't hurt others naman, diba?? and we're all different from one another naman e.. parang you like this, and i like that.. kailangan lang nating tanggapin yun sa ating mga sarili... it's just a matter of accepting a person for who he/she is... hehe... so yun... i've heard pa na nanood daw ng concert ng bsb ang kambal na moffatt. whoa! kakagulantang! lolz. anyhow...way to go clint and bob! teehee :)






hayy.. di ko ma-save yang pic na yan dito sa computer ko. huhu. i just "stole" it *literally* thru notepad para lang ma-post ko yan dito sa page ko. nyahaha.  i'll search for that pic anywhere i can...ASAP! i have to have a copy of it!! hahaha. *crazee*

WOW! february 1 na pala bukas.. love is in the air! nyerfff.....as if naman i'm inlove...puro illusions lang ako, pero contented naman ako sa ganun... libre lang naman mangarap e! wahaha.  

hayy, ang bilis lumipas ng bawat araw...

anyways, i gotta go... take care ya'll! bye bye :)

Shasha

Currently Listening Stickwitu, Pt. 2 By Pussycat Dolls see related

man, i've been experiencing sleeping disorders these past few days...

i know it's not healthy but then...

i'm such a freak when it comes to bands and boybands...

so now, i just wanna freak out... and you guys can laugh your asses off... and it's alright this is my page so i can write down anything i want! i'm in full control all the time! coolness gracious! hahaha!

i really just wanna get this out of my system...

ready?

here it goes...

I LOVE YOU NICK CARTER!!!!!!!

waaahh.... *dies* lolz

the BSB concert here in manila was one of the best concerts i've ever seen in my whole life! been screaming and jumping non-stop.. haha!

...excellent performance, great harmonies, good moves and nice songs! i had a blast! i thought i wouldn't be able to come but i'm glad my dad allowed me to go.. woohoo! and i've got lots of petechiae all over my arms, after the concert but it's all good, it's almost gone now, thank goodness. hehe.

God, i'm such a freak! HELP ME!(by nick carter..lolz)

hay... i thought my favorite bsb was aj but i was all wrong, after seeing them perform live, it totally changed! i'm now a nick carter fan. heehee gawsh nick, i'm dedicating the song "tattoed on my mind" to you. haha!! (.....backstreet's back, alright!)

i've been busy staring at my bsb pics, watching bsb vids, and listening to their songs since their concert! both my sister and brother are laughing at me because of this but i can't help myself, i still have the hang-over! hah! i'm crazee! but i'm sure it'll be gone as time passes by cuz i don't need another obssession, i have to help myself before this gets worse. plus, i'm already too old to act this way. lol. anyways, there's this song called "forever young", right?! ...and i want to be forever young! hehe.

teenybopper? YES I AM! mwahaha. i've always been a fan of boybands... from BSB to nsync to five to take five to westlife to A1 to 98 degrees to code red to menudo to boyzone to LFO to 911 and the list goes on and on and on.. teeheehee! i'm luvin it! pa-pa-ra-pa-pa..(J.T.) hahaha there's nothing wrong with it, i love listening to their songs until now!


i'm almost done with my entry but i just wanna say this again before i go:
I LOVE YOU NICK CARTER!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe

..to whoever's gonna ready this entry, i'm really sorry, if you think this is a crappy one, pagbigyan nyo na lang ako ah! may hang-over pa kasi ako eh. hehehe


peace-out!


Shasha

Currently Listening The Hits--Chapter One By Backstreet Boys see related

"those who sow in tears shall reap with shouts of joy..."

God, i love you so much!  thanks for everything! AS IN.

..kuya King, para sayo yun! i miss you so!
..at para rin yun sa lahat ng taong mahal ko..
..at sa lahat ng mga inspirasyon ko sa buhay..

Shasha